Three Poems

By Ilana Gustafson
These poems were originally published by Muse Pie Press in their Shot Glass Journal
The Barista Drew a Sad Face on My Cup
In the Starbucks, I hover
my hand over the two mouths of the trashcan
holding a receipt from something
I bought the day before the fire. Now,
one of my only possessions.
Grocery Outlet, a bargain market, $18.03.
The yogurt and clementines meant for
the morning are somewhere on
that toasted hillside mingled with the ashy sludge
of all the tokens not taken. I can't decide between
Landfill or Recycle, so I put my hand back
in the pocket of my only jacket, feeling
the tube of lip balm that's been there for months.
Trying to Listen While a Mantid is Dying Under Your Chair
Underneath your chair, the mantid quivers on its side while you tell me about something else you just remembered we lost in the fire. I debate whether to interrupt to tell you the mantid isn't doing too well. Yesterday, you tried to give it water in a small cap hoping it was just a little dehydrated. The quivers slow to stillness while you're describing that copy of The Tin Drum you had for twenty-something years. Annotated. I decide to not tell you. I'll place it in the rosemary bush when you get up to go inside.
Namesake
The neighbor known to me
as Chocolate Lab Lady now
walks without a leash or
a dog and I don't know
what to call her anymore






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